Fanfiction - Sesame Street - Most
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leskuhTitle: Most
Fandom/Universe: Sesame Street
Character(s): Bert, Ernie, Mary-Sue (OC)
Rating: Teen
Summary: You don’t understand. Something doesn’t make sense. Something isn’t right. Why is this killing you? Why is this breaking you?
And you’re realizing bit by bit how little you have in common. You’re realizing how there are other people in the world. You’re realizing that you can be replaced. You’re realizing that something is horribly, terribly wrong and you just want it to stop.
You’ve been watching him lately. Watching him talking to her. Watching him laughing with her. Watching him touching her. And you just don’t understand.
But then when have you ever truly understood anything? The world is full of ideas and thoughts, but all you care about is a peanut butter sandwiches, a little rubber ducky and a slightly grumpy man who’ve you’ve known since before the world was made (or so it seems sometimes).
But now? Now he’s been staying out late and smiling more and bringing home this girl with pretty hair and big green eyes and a nice little smile and you don’t know what to do. You never know what to do because you never expect anything to change and when it does you always get left behind because you weren’t prepared. But how can you be prepared? This girl came out of no where, you had no warning, no signs...nothing.
But you’ve been thinking about it all. Thinking about the years you’ve spent with your (yes - he is yours) sorta grouchy man, thinking about all the smiles and the gifts and the games and you think about her and her bright green eyes and why does it hurt so much?
You don’t understand. Something doesn’t make sense. Something isn’t right. Why is this killing you? Why is this breaking you?
And the reality is that you’re in love. Madly. Deeply. But you’re too innocent and too pure and so you don’t know why you’re feeling this way, but you know that it hurts too much for words.
And you wish you could explain the hurt to him, but you see him smiling and you don’t want to bring him down. You want him to always be smiling.
And so you fade into the background and try to understand even though you never will and you’ll go on feeling betrayed and unhappy everytime you see them touching and late at night as you lie awake in bed and there are muffled moans and gasps coming from the bed beside yours you’ll feel your heart collapse, because (even if you don’t understand it) you love him most.
And he’ll never ever know.
a/n: *is sad* I don’t know why I wrote this...Its TRAGIC. Poor Ernie. *huggles* Stupid Bert! Why doesn’t he realize how much Ernie LUVS him?!?!
Fandom/Universe: Sesame Street
Character(s): Bert, Ernie, Mary-Sue (OC)
Rating: Teen
Summary: You don’t understand. Something doesn’t make sense. Something isn’t right. Why is this killing you? Why is this breaking you?
And you’re realizing bit by bit how little you have in common. You’re realizing how there are other people in the world. You’re realizing that you can be replaced. You’re realizing that something is horribly, terribly wrong and you just want it to stop.
You’ve been watching him lately. Watching him talking to her. Watching him laughing with her. Watching him touching her. And you just don’t understand.
But then when have you ever truly understood anything? The world is full of ideas and thoughts, but all you care about is a peanut butter sandwiches, a little rubber ducky and a slightly grumpy man who’ve you’ve known since before the world was made (or so it seems sometimes).
But now? Now he’s been staying out late and smiling more and bringing home this girl with pretty hair and big green eyes and a nice little smile and you don’t know what to do. You never know what to do because you never expect anything to change and when it does you always get left behind because you weren’t prepared. But how can you be prepared? This girl came out of no where, you had no warning, no signs...nothing.
But you’ve been thinking about it all. Thinking about the years you’ve spent with your (yes - he is yours) sorta grouchy man, thinking about all the smiles and the gifts and the games and you think about her and her bright green eyes and why does it hurt so much?
You don’t understand. Something doesn’t make sense. Something isn’t right. Why is this killing you? Why is this breaking you?
And the reality is that you’re in love. Madly. Deeply. But you’re too innocent and too pure and so you don’t know why you’re feeling this way, but you know that it hurts too much for words.
And you wish you could explain the hurt to him, but you see him smiling and you don’t want to bring him down. You want him to always be smiling.
And so you fade into the background and try to understand even though you never will and you’ll go on feeling betrayed and unhappy everytime you see them touching and late at night as you lie awake in bed and there are muffled moans and gasps coming from the bed beside yours you’ll feel your heart collapse, because (even if you don’t understand it) you love him most.
And he’ll never ever know.
a/n: *is sad* I don’t know why I wrote this...Its TRAGIC. Poor Ernie. *huggles* Stupid Bert! Why doesn’t he realize how much Ernie LUVS him?!?!
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Date: 2005-08-25 08:24 am (UTC)And Bert is a dirty bastard for having sex with with that girl while Ernie is trying to sleep in the same room. Rarrrrrr stupid Bert.
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