Journal - "Stupid awesome friends."
Aug. 16th, 2010 01:00 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
My stupid friends are too stupid nice to me when I'm in such a miserable mood and it makes me feel like the jerkiest.
Why can't they just be jerks? Then I could be mad at them and not feel bad at all!
But my BFFs keep calling and asking what's wrong and if I need to talk and being super supportive and I told stupid Brian to go fuck himself and he was like: "I've been a huge asshole - I'll be home on friday and we should hang out and I will arrange everything and hunt down all the people you want to be there." and STOP BEING SO NICE WHEN I'M SUCH A GRUMP YOU GUYS.
And you internet folks! With all your stupid loving comments of support and telling me that I am funny and lovable and WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE JERKS HUH?
So, I'm still miserable and angry, but it's mostly at myself for being miserable and angry. It's got to be hormonal. IT NEEDS TO STOP.
Um. Also. I love you guys. <33333333
Why can't they just be jerks? Then I could be mad at them and not feel bad at all!
But my BFFs keep calling and asking what's wrong and if I need to talk and being super supportive and I told stupid Brian to go fuck himself and he was like: "I've been a huge asshole - I'll be home on friday and we should hang out and I will arrange everything and hunt down all the people you want to be there." and STOP BEING SO NICE WHEN I'M SUCH A GRUMP YOU GUYS.
And you internet folks! With all your stupid loving comments of support and telling me that I am funny and lovable and WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE JERKS HUH?
So, I'm still miserable and angry, but it's mostly at myself for being miserable and angry. It's got to be hormonal. IT NEEDS TO STOP.
Um. Also. I love you guys. <33333333
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Date: 2010-08-16 05:39 am (UTC)Hmm....let's see......nope, sorry, can't bring myself to be jerky to you. You'll just have to live with the fact that people like you. :D
Seriously, though, I get it. There are times when I'm just mad at the world and grumpy and snippy and everyone I know being so damn NICE makes it so hard to be grumpy without feeling like a jerk myself.
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Date: 2010-08-16 07:37 am (UTC)Does that help? Kim Pine is a great source for jerkiness. (I need to get Scott Pilgrim off my brain.)
<3333333
But yeah, I get what you're saying.
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Date: 2010-08-16 02:07 pm (UTC)And I can be a jerk, who said I can't? You smell. Yeah, how's that?
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Date: 2010-08-16 03:31 pm (UTC)Dawww, it's cuz people just love you. :D
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Date: 2010-08-16 08:12 pm (UTC)I know exactly how you feel, though. I've been in the same shitty mood all week because of PMS. I just want to snap and yell at people even though they didn't do anything to provoke it and everyone's being nice to me. It's passing, though, and I know sure it's going to pass for you soon enough.
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Date: 2010-08-16 09:00 pm (UTC)also, Digimon >(
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Date: 2010-08-18 12:42 am (UTC)