Fiction - Untitled
Sep. 24th, 2005 12:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
leskuhTitle: Untitled
Fandom/Universe: Original Fiction
Rating: K+
Summary: Break-ups are hard.
And you're breaking now and your heart is shattered and you're torn between wanting to hate him and never letting go of your love for him and you know that eveyone is on your side and that he was nowhere near perfect, but you loved him nonetheless and gave him everything you are and he took it all and gave you nothing and you want tot kill him for that, but in the back of your mind you he's not worth it. Not really.
But knowing and feeling are two completely different things and knowing doesn't stop the tears from streaming down your cheekcs or from saying things - half-crazed things that you don't feel and you know you won't remember tomorrow and somehow its all his fault.
Everything is all his fault.
And you KNOW its true, but even now you defend him to everyone else because you still care or because its just habit or maybe because you really just want to believe its true even if you know it's not.
a/n: For someone. Though I'm not giving it to her anytime soon.
Fandom/Universe: Original Fiction
Rating: K+
Summary: Break-ups are hard.
And you're breaking now and your heart is shattered and you're torn between wanting to hate him and never letting go of your love for him and you know that eveyone is on your side and that he was nowhere near perfect, but you loved him nonetheless and gave him everything you are and he took it all and gave you nothing and you want tot kill him for that, but in the back of your mind you he's not worth it. Not really.
But knowing and feeling are two completely different things and knowing doesn't stop the tears from streaming down your cheekcs or from saying things - half-crazed things that you don't feel and you know you won't remember tomorrow and somehow its all his fault.
Everything is all his fault.
And you KNOW its true, but even now you defend him to everyone else because you still care or because its just habit or maybe because you really just want to believe its true even if you know it's not.
a/n: For someone. Though I'm not giving it to her anytime soon.
