listen, I know you must be really annoyed by me due to the removal of my comments, I really don't want to bother you, I feel horrible bothering an artist like you, but you have to understand, I have nothing, I mean NOTHING else in my life, only my jazz music, most from hey arnold, I hardly have anything to look forward to in my life....I know you don't care, I know I shouldn't be saying any of this, but frankly, i'm desperate....I cried when I saw there weren't anymore chapters to your fan fiction of "trying", I got a few people to read it as well, but I guess they have good things in their life that they can accept the cliffhanger...i'm sorry if I offended you in any way, but at least pity me, please, i'm desperate, and at least want a reply if "trying" will continue....please, I know you'll remove my comment but....please....I beg of you, I have nothing in my life......please